谢谢yangwei, yehui & zhen jiahui.给我的 post-birthday presents.

I had my post-birthday celebration last Sunday, haha

 

The pictures of the presents cannot be uploaded at the moment, but i will try in future.

祝自己17岁生日快乐，心愿就是继续努力学扬琴，争取明年能考5级！再就是好好学英语，提高英语成绩！这是今年我的生日蛋糕，长得还好看的吧！

今天真是超级幸福的，收到了xiaomin(谢谢那个充满爱心的瓶子),danhong（一可爱的小狗）,sunying, wuhong, lifeng(谢谢她珍贵的刘亦菲签名照片)，chunjie的礼物。还受到n多人的生日祝福，谢谢七匹狼，feiya, 学妹们，越南的Thao Di, CGS的朋友们，我们班4/8的同学们，还有CCA的peiyan&Benita(peiyan的扬琴版生日歌很好听，Benita的歌声虽然不敢恭维，但精神可嘉哦！)，反正，有很多很多，一时也数不过来。

晚上吃了干妈送来的蛋糕。统计一下，干妈共送了我一个baby-G(casio)手表，一件衣服，一本书，之前还有一包。实在是令我太过意不去了。

总之，谢谢大家了！今天很感动！

看看我的生日礼物吧！

 

  明天就是我17岁的生日了，唉，又老了一岁。今天可是我花季的最后一天了，回想一整年，真是没有好好把握“花季”的大好时光啊！顺便提一下，今天是我们两个宁波学姐的生日，也是周杰伦的生日（声明本人不是他的粉丝）

 

  你说生日吗，理应过的悠闲自在，而我却多是缠身，实在是放松不来啊！想想明天迎接我生日的还有数学和物理的小测试,尽管它们小得可以忽略不计。

 

  说说今天发生的事情吧！

  从这学期开始，我们的体育课学的是网球，我那叫兴奋那！于是格外努力地练习，结果才没几节课已经打得有那么点样子了。今天这节课，我们的老师还格外发神经的要求我和体育课代表Angela partner，要知道Angela'CCA是网球，所以我今天打得格外卖力，还得现在双脚疼痛。我们下半年要学floorball，不知中文是什么东东，反正比较类似曲棍球之类的球类运动。

 

  然后下午是新的中一同学第一次去CCA。新来的3个Sylvia, Yunge, Yuka都有扬琴基础，简直太有压力了。

 

  实在累死了，不写了。现在觉得睡觉是最实际的东西，哈哈……

  这几天，我们已经成为实质名归的油漆工了。我们在短短共计3个小时内把visitors' room重新漆了一遍，是之焕然一新。我看哪，那个孤儿院的工作人员做梦都会笑出来呢，天底下居然有这么好的免费业余油漆工，成品居然也不亚于专业水准。

 

听说明天我们要继续漆study corner，加油！

 

以下是我们努力干活的照片……

 

 

 

 

 

 

还没休息爽呢，又开学了。而且要面对黑色的发考卷。
你说它发就发好了，居然又先发英语（可能是因为英语先考）。结果就被彻彻底底的打击到了。最后的总成绩刚刚及格（50%），这也是round up 之后，实际的只有49分多一点。哎，叹息，无奈……阅读理解做的超烂，作文幸好没有fail（但是我统计过了，基本上写议论文的拿分都不高。而写描写记叙文的则超高。所以我很无奈啊，不同的老师该不同的考题难免会有不公平的地方。听说明年只有议论文题型的，就算今年提前打击一次吧。anyway再怎么找借口也逃不过英语学的不是很好的事实。明年继续努力喽！

不过华文的作文却考的出奇的好，不知为什么，考试就是这么好无定数。

 

昨天，在我们这届“学姐学长们”在机场门口望眼欲穿的情况下，他们终于出现了。因为人多，所以没有瞧见这届新来的“小青蛙”们，哈哈。一切一切的都让我想起去年的那天，热情的学姐们从接机到帮我们提行李，今年轮到我们帮学妹了，嗬嗬，当学姐了，听起来感觉不错哦！

但是，从第一天她们的表现来看，这群新来的似乎没什么礼貌，到现在还没有一个人叫过我们“学姐”，太不尊敬了。可能她们昨天半夜三更到的，人已经累得不怎么清醒了。因此待会我们几个学姐决定去她们房间去好好教育一番。总之，不要丢我们宁波人的脸吗！

疯狂了一个晚上，所有的人都近乎疯狂了。
从第一刻的升国旗，唱国歌起，已经感动得不行了。
后来，所有都是疯狂的又吼又跳的，完全抛开一切形象问题，放肆的大唱。这种喉咙已嘶哑却继续扯着嗓门的感觉，以及在一群人的嘈杂中及时听不到自己的声音也大声欢歌的经历是那么难得和感动。
拿着一面学姐不知从那儿借来的五星国旗传来传去，唱着《红旗飘飘》中的“五星红旗,你是我的骄傲 五星红旗,我为你自豪 为你欢呼,我为你祝福 你的名字,比我生命更重要 ”，还有《我的中国心》中一遍又一班重复着的“”。在当时真得很有感觉。
到了12点的时候，我们几个还跑下楼，有很庄重的唱了一次国歌。哈哈，明天，不，应该是今天早上了，还会去大使馆庆祝国庆，倒是一定会带来不一样的感动。

在这里，祝所有的中国人---国庆节快乐！祖国母亲生日快乐！

今天去了华中的Project Day，也就是进行了各项专题作业的展示比赛（前十名的竞争），真是由衷的感叹华中教学的好啊！和天宁在讨论为什么我们不是男人，而偏偏要带在南洋这种死读书的地方，（南洋是女校，我们女生都在那儿读；而华中是男校，男生当然都到那儿去了）虽然我们现在都是直通车，也就是在两年之后都会在华侨处级学院会合.但是两校真的是有极大的差别:

1 华中富，南洋穷。
从学校的占地面积就可以看出来了。华中整整霸占了3个汽车站，而南洋就只有那么小一块，比xiaoshi还小。其次，华中经常举行很多活动，提供很多奖金和鼓励。而南洋知会一个劲的花我们钱，什么学杂费啊，CCA费用啊，全部要我们自己付的。有人形象地说，是因为南洋的alumnai（校友会）都嫁给华中的了，所以变得没钱了。

2 华中活动丰富，南洋有点死读书。
华侨处级学院是以做专题作业强而闻名的，而莱佛士初级学院则是以考试成绩好而有名的。华中的男生们读书都很轻松，但效果也不差吗！他们一年只有一个很大的专题作业，而且范围很广泛，完全可以根据自己的兴趣爱好做自己喜欢的内容。那像我们啊，一年至少有10个专题作业，而且是给定范围，根据各科科目的。有时在做的时候还在想是不是跟这个科目有关，哎呀，既浪费时间，又学不到东西。实在是太费了！

 

列举一些今天参加比赛的一些题目吧。

有几个中一的长的超Q的学生做了几个超舒适性的枕头，可以放mp3，附带眼罩，耳塞。可以抽餐巾纸，还有用好餐巾纸放脏东西的带子（但是不知道睡相不好的人该怎么用这种枕头，一侧身就会碰到坚硬的物体，还有可能碰到自己的鼻屎，似乎有点恶

 

还有哪个的第一名的人超级强，他是一个人一组，自导自画的电影。其中有部分的画面是类似拍摄动画片的方法，也就是说他画了至少几百丈，甚至几千张图片，才能把他们连成画面。太强了！佩服佩服！

 

中秋节快到了，干妈已经送过月饼了（说考试阶段要身体好，多吃点，还问我还要不要吃，被我婉言拒绝了。不是不好吃，是月饼实在太撑了呀，呵呵），我爸也马上会寄一大盒月饼过来了，哈哈，幸福的孩子啊！

哈哈，机票的事情终于落实了。真的真的。搞的我们心力交瘁啊！在这一点上，我们宁波人很难得的出现了分歧。

首先是几个星期前，我和xiaorui听我们的室友说现在的飞机票价格直线上升，因为税和油价的升高。于是我们兴冲冲的跑到tianning和jinda的寝室商量买机票的事情。没想到，她们接着已经回国一次家的“经验”告诉我们还早，还嘲笑了一番。于是我们信以为真。但是万万没想到，6月份和12月份的行情完全不同。晚了一个星期订票就意味着贵很多。到现在想想要后悔也来不及了。

最夸张的是，她们似乎是对6月份回去是联络的旅行公司情有独钟，愣是死缠着那个公司不放，说它肯定是最便宜的。天啊！结果，后果也来了，他们的价钱不但不便宜，反倒谎报军情，没有在报出的价钱里加上机场建设费，靠！害我们百忙一场。

最后，还不是我在综合了很多的推荐之后，在短短的一个晚上之内就把机票搞定（比起前几天的郎命伤才的折磨有效率多了）。而且时间非常的理想。恩，有必要报一下价格，因为那也是我们最伤脑筋的地方。$690(包括了所有的费用，如机场建设费等）=￥3450

 

 

新加坡---广州：8：35am-12:25am

广州---杭州：4:00pm-5:50pm你们考虑好怎么到杭州来接我们

 

回新加坡：12月29号

杭州---广州：12:10pm-1:55pm

广州---新加坡：7:10pm-1:05pm

 

均是南航

 

为了进一步的让大家了解我们订机票的不易和艰辛，我先把大致的背景叙述一下。

-新加坡到宁波没有直达飞机（即是曾经有过，现在也没有了）

-新加坡到杭州的直达飞机在几个月前刚刚取消（这里的直达也包括中间停靠。也就是说，我们现在的方案是要转两架不同的飞机。为了不必要的麻烦，入飞机延误，行李托运等问题，两架班机之间的间隔要至少在5个小时以上）
-新加坡到上海有直达飞机，但是上海大宁波有5个小时的车程，浪费家长来回接我们的时间。

-有些特价机票有时间限定，比如只能在一个月之内来回，像tianning同志那么恳切的要求不要缩短回家的时间，当然定那种机票也是不可能的。

 

因此我们的候选方案有以下几种：

-新加坡直达上海，父母包车接我们4个

-新加坡直达上海，我们自己乘火车或是乘汽车回去。（这个方案很快被拒绝，因为不安全，而且我们回来的时候是冬天，而我们没有御寒的衣服）

-新加坡直达上海，再从上海乘飞机到宁波

-新加坡直达杭州，再回宁波（比较方便）

-新加坡到广州，广州转机到宁波（喜欢从宁波机场走出来的感觉，哈哈）

 

值得注意的是，在这其中，我们还要综合很多旅行社的价钱，班机时间。因此通过这次“磨练”，我们已经是经验丰富了，因为吃了不少亏，受了不少教训了吗！

 

怎么样，有什么感想，是不是麻烦得离谱呢？

哦，拜托，最近宿舍的电话机还坏了呢！

 

 

 

This morning, I attended the SMO (Singapore Mathematical Olympiad) prize presentation together with Wu Hong, Xiaomin and two seniors. It is quite formal, for the Ministry of Education of Singapore was invited to present the prizes to award winners. Although no cups were given, $80 prize and Ministry’s benign and encouraging smile had already filled up my satisfaction. Congratulations to Wu Hong for awarding quite an amount of money (No specific number should be mentioned, as for protection of her privacy, haha) I’m not sure whether half of the prize will be given to our school, hope not.

Before the prize presentation, Wu Hong and I suddenly realized that we did not have any supporters; neither our gardian nor teachers came (although Mr. Ong’s present made it plain that our assumption was wrong, well, anyway) then, I thought of my dear foster family. By the time I smsed mum, it was already 9:30. However, the presentation would start at 10 sharp. I had known it clearly that it was impossible for them to come. As a result, mum said it was too tight. Moreover, they were going to have an annual church lunch buffet. Nonetheless, she suggested that I should come to naiani’s house for dinner (they have a reunion dinner every Saturday. It is a kind of tradition) I promised to go, as I felt quite guilty of not visiting nainai for so long.

 

Unexpectedly, they picked me up at 4:30 and offered me warm congratulations for my math award. Mum even bought a lot of delicious food for me. Even, they bought a cake for congratulations. I was so surprised, just receiving everything they’d done for me and enjoying.

Sometimes, I really feel that I am the luckiest child in the world, because of my dearest foster family’s nurture for me. Can I call them “God family”? It is not exaggeration at all, really they worth it. I am regarded as their own daughter. I learn that parents’ love is selfish and unconditional.

God mum (as Michelle call her) is the very person I am grateful, Not only attaining concern and care from her,” Michelle(my foster sister), do not eat this one.” “why, I’m very very hungry””this is for Xu Hao, you take another one.” But also she told me many facts and aspects about Singapore and even morals in life. I will not list the examples, for the time restriction.

Father’s job is something related to finance and banking. However, he is very easygoing, full of humour and childlikeness rather than a calculated person. He likes chocolate, which Michelle inherits him. Also, he enjoys reading comics that influences his two children who never consider it a waste of money buying comics. He often said when I arrived at their house:”would you like some drinks?””no, thanks”(for courtesy, I replied)”make yourself at home. Open the fridge and help yourself.”

Michelle is a very clever girl. She is in Sec 2 now, two years younger than me. However, we have so many things in common(all dislike spicy and hot food, like yangqin, dislike shopping, love plain clothes etc.) that we talk to each other in high spirit whenever we meet. This seems very unfair to Matthel, as he is somehow neglected. Michelle is quite adept at Chinese. She is very talkative and easygoing. What I am most impressed by is her generosity and unjealousness (sic). She is never jealous of anything mum offers to me. I believe this is not easily possessed by anybody. She also encourages me to practice Yangqin hard and try not to be blamed by Mrs. Ee. “My friend told me Mrs. Ee 很凶的.” “you must practice more, come to my house to practice in future if you wish.”

Matthel is 11 months younger than me. He is a slacker who is not interested in study at all. Happy everyday is his life goal. I consider this as his excuse for his laziness. Nevertheless, he is very funny. I am so fascinated by he and Michelle’s verbal fighting. Here are some episodes.

“My brother can never cycle.” She told their relatives.

“Me? Cannot? Michelle, I tell you. No matter how, I am still better than you. This is for sure!”

Failed expression on Michelle’s face.

“What are you doing, Michelle?” her cousin asked.

“I’m trying to figure out this number bingo on newspaper.” She answered.

“Ah, this one is very easy. I can finish it in 5min.” Matthel boasted.

Michelle quickly went away, saying” I do myself”

How do you feel about them? I don’t think it’s hatred between a brother and a sister, but rather love.

In the dinnertime, one of the relatives was talking about their church buffet today. She mentioned some Chinese Christian students she had met.

“Would you like to come and listen to our church?”

“Uh—“ this question seemed sudden for me.

“Just listen, no harm to you.”

God mum didn’t have any reaction. She was thinking that this was not a simple issue; belief is a kind of willingness. I don’t know why I didn’t have very strong objection against this suggestion then. Nothing is impossible, right?

 

Clarification: this is supposed to be published yesterday.

  今天我们英语课的lecture就一直在讨论falungong。对于那些local来说，法轮功到底是个什么东西是她们最想知道的问题。但是在新加坡，有些falungong分子有在一些地方宣传。我们班的vera还说有一次她在大街上走，被法传单，因为她看到上面的图片太恶心，说了不要之后就跑了，结果有一个人居然一直追着她，把她吓个半死哦！不过在后来的班级小课中，Mrs.Seah让我们自己在网上搜索，我们班的那些人对着falungong里面的资料还读得了有兴趣呢！然后老师还问我们有没有被falungong的理论说服，当然是开玩笑的啦，我们研究这些东西是为了分析fallacies。

  

   而我谈falungong是为了另一个问题：是有关中国共产党（CCP）propagate。感觉以前在中国吸收到的一些信息都是受到过一些加工和装饰的，或者是掩盖了一些事实的真相。就比如这次我们分析的一篇文章（其实那是falungong分子在新加坡大姐奋发的传单，当然不可信程度颇高，但是多多少少也反映了一些情况），主要是讲falungong分子阐述了CCP如何残杀falungong分子，把他们残害到还没有完全死亡的时候，取出他们的身体器官去卖，由此呼吁新加坡华人认识到事实的真相，不要被蒙在鼓里，以引起大家的同情。所以本人就此事也不多作评判，以免被人误解是反共，只是想说说有这么一件事。以下的事情就留给其他人自己去评判了。

  

  现在我们的老师最喜欢让我们做对一些文章的批判，提出尖锐的criticism.

 

  今天郭老师给我们上了最后一节课,也是他教学效率最高,使我们感到超有成就感的一节课.因为我们破纪录的在一节课的时间里把一首叫《X核桃〉，因为本人记性实在太差，下午刚交的，晚上就忘了名字。而且现在自己回顾的时候已经忘得差不多了。不过那首曲子实在是很好玩。我们在2根小小的棒子中大做文章，又是转，又是敲击各个部位，正是太有创意了。有机会，一定要把我们的演奏录下来，一个短小精悍的创意娱乐式打击作品。

 

 

 

  哈哈，上次说错了，交流生是来自上海交大附中，不是复旦附中。其中一个人还挺友好的，大家关系都不错。我还问到何哲妍的学校-华师大二附中，她说是上海最好的高中诶。哈哈，阿三好强啊！
 
  今天去最后一次的math training，Professor Xu 说起SMO的情况。小敏，吴虹好强啊，open section金奖。学姐这次似乎有点委，只有一个是金奖，而且也没有她们两个考得好。其余虽是银奖，名次却均在我之后。哈哈，我也是比较满意啦，一个金奖(senior section)一个银奖(open section)。要这么想，明年还有进步的余地嘛！总之，还是要鼓鼓掌，xiaomin---宁波人的骄傲！

  今天下午更是疯掉了。原想把小敏爸爸带来的猪油陷，豆沙馅和糯米粉全部包成汤圆。结果因为这些东西在冰箱放得太久了，总是出现裂缝，宁波话就是“撑船"，哎呀，写不出来啦。反正就是那种很恶心的样子，俨然没有第一次包的成功。结果我们想出了五花八门的吃法。当初完全是不想浪费那么多的原料，结果发现我们的新花样还是挺好吃的。这其中包括：烤焦的锅巴，豆沙小圆子汤，豆沙味的kui(又是一个不懂怎么用普通话解释的宁波老话）。要注意的事，所有以上的成品都是仅用“猪油陷，豆沙馅和糯米粉“这三洋原料制成的。哈哈，真佩服我们自己呢。果然是具有开一家小吃店的实力（但经过我们商讨之后觉得，八成所有的食物都是我们自己消灭）

The two Austratlian buddies--- Laura and Jacinka(Laura was my foster sister's buddy) from Hobart Tasmania are leaving this afternoon.

It was my great pleasure and luck to meet them.

They were very friendly, even though sometimes I could not understant the Australian-accent English properly.

They told me the life in Singapore was really busy. I could imagine how idle their lives were in Australia.

Laura was also very grateful for my foster family's generosity.

 

How time flies, they now are leaving, I hope it was a special experience for them to study in Singapore for two weeks.

 

Here is picture of two of them and two pieces of lists including their names, address, hobbies and so on.

  I shall add our reflections of the unforgettable Nanyang Chinese Orchestra concert. Mine was already published. Here are the feelings of other section members----

 

 

 

 

 

Second July 2006 

Yesterday (:

So many things happened, and it was just overwhelming.

I'm proud. Very proud. Though a lot of things weren't as perfect as we wanted it to be. But we still did well. And we know that (:

And we went through a lot of stress that day. I have to apologise for getting pissy sometimes =/

Heh. OH. Xinyi broke the bass drum mallets! HAHA. PRO. The head just went 'poof' and flew off lah! I didn't see it until the end of the concert though. HAHA. Mallets got no guarantee card! Byebye mallets. hahaha. We shall buy new ones if we ever need again. And a different brand perhaps. Heehee.

I have to say THANK YOU to my section, for being such wonderful people who support one another. And I must say we really did a FANTASTIC job for Gu Shi. It was beautiful! And thanks to all who stayed back till really late to help get the instruments back upstairs. (And sucks to that irritating %$#@# of a teacher who thinks she very pro huh! Directing us on how to hold the lift door, how to move instruments, which one to move first. That's OUR PROFESSION. We live to move instruments effectively and efficiently! HEH.

And to NYCO, we rocked! Continue to be as pro as ever!

To all friends and family who came to support, thank you very much! It means a lot. Haha. And thankyou for the PRETTY FLOWERS!

AND SOMEONE TOOK MY GERBERA FLOWER HOME. SO SAD! I don't know what exact species thingy of flower it specifically is, butbutbutBUT SOMEONE HIJACKED MY FLOWER! HOW CAN. Tsk.

Anyway, my sister says Kengwei's flowers look like the Anberlin flowers! And it really looks alike leh! SO COOL! And thank you to my 401 classmates for the bouquet. It's so sweet lah!

Heehee. I owe people letters. Shall give them before I leave =/ Okay shan't think about that.

For now, remember 2nd July 2006, that fabulous, fabulous night.

 

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Saturday, July 01, 2006

EH...

  在concert的前一个晚上,自己一个人躲在厕所, 情不自禁的掉眼泪,也记不清具体是什么原因了,总之当晚挺郁闷的, 不知又觉得哪些事很不舒服. 还怕第二天concert high不起来. 就作为一种发泄吧~~~

 

  发现现在变的坚强了很多, 至少不会在别人面前哭, 就是看了多么伤感,感人的电视剧,也不会有想哭的冲动. 这几天我们寝室的人看<一升的眼泪>都哭的淅沥哗啦的,就我没什么过激的反应. 觉得是挺感动的,但怎么也不会哭成这样吧. 我想动人之处是它是根据真实的故事拍摄的. 这是吸引人的地方. 建议去看看吧. 一般来说,看了都会哭吧,因为像我这种泪腺如此不发达的人毕竟是少数.

 

 

Yes, we made it! I made it! What a memorable and exiciting concert. It was my first and also the last concert in Nanyang. What a treasure!

 

I was so impressed by myself. It seemed that I had discovered my potential ability. I could calm myself down when I was told half an hour before concert that I had to replace Peiyan, who had to concentrate on her solo performance, to play vibraphone in Huangtuqing. Her part was a solo in the beginning of the song. That is to say, I could not make any mistakes on that part, otherwise the whole song might be destroyed. My section mates gave me strong support(I won't forget that moment, the "jiayou","good luck" they gave me). I said to myself, it was not so difficult, I could do it, just looked at the keys carefully and beat them accurately, that's all. Yes, finally, I managed to do it, although there was a imperfection that I had come a beat later than it should have been. However, I think that the audience should have not realized that, haha

 

This gave me enough confidence in 鼓诗 later on. I felt more confident when playing the percussion. When I was standing on the stage, I found that we were really close to the audience. What the hell, they could see our faces and every action clearly without effort, my god. Yet, I did not shake as I had expected, not even a quiver. I did not know whether this showed that I had overcome my fear. I hope so. haha~~~

 

I think I shall list their names:

Sec 4: Ziyi(SL),Shawn, Felicia

Sec 3: Peiyan, Benita, Amanda, Xu Hao

Sec 2: Chew Fei, Jaimie

Sec 1: Cassandra, Xinyi

  今天的fun fair真可谓是热闹非凡.人潮涌动,气氛超high.我们的food store的销售也是出乎意料的成功,原本认为肯定卖不完的800块brownie,居然不费吹灰之力就成功销完,到后来还造成了缺货的遗憾场面.于是乎,大家都抱怨应该再多进200块.整个学校就俨如一个大商场,里面的东西应有尽有,你想的到,想不到的都有.game store也是花样叠出,有染发,还有涂指甲油等之类的.总之印象比较深刻的是haunted house(鬼屋),工程出奇的浩大,还请来工人们搭木版,布置教室.(注意哦,所有的store都是每个班级自己设计,负责的,包括宣传,销售)

    每次打电话的时候,妈妈总是会问我,在新加坡开不开心,我的回答时而干脆"开心",时而犹豫,在心头问我自己,答案到底是什么.金晶小朋友在跟我打电话的时候,也尽量避免跟我提令我不开心的事情,努力想着有趣的事情,害的我曾经一度以为她那儿真的过的有那么爽呢.后来发现,也不完全是,他们那儿繁重的学业就足以压的人喘不过气来了.嘿,这小娘,够朋友的!

    慢慢发现,真的,到了新加坡,打心底里开怀大笑的次数少了,也笑的没有像以前那么毫无顾及,那么真切了.不知道为什么.唯一可以给我自己的一个理由是---找不到好朋友.也许我对好朋友的要求太苛刻了,亦或是我一直以中学时代好朋友的标准来看待现在的一切,似乎不太公平,是很不公平.但是,我会经常性的感到很失望.那些so-called关系不错的朋友有时候的行为,说话口气,让我觉得受不了.仿佛是我做错了什么或是得罪了她们什么的.但仔细想想,我打心底里是想和她们做真诚的朋友.有什么可以帮忙的地方,我总是想办法的.如果有时好意反被误解,那我也没什么好说的了.能互相谦让,容忍的地方,我也是尽我所能做着,可是我却没有看到她们的理解.很伤心.

    哈哈,没有地方可以发泄,就在这儿说了.如果readers对以上不满的话,就把它当作nonsense吧.

 

    jody,flora还有其他的看到了也不要为我担心,像我这种optimistic的人,不会想不开的,我会调整好自己的心态的.